True Stories.
Unforgiving honesty. Unexpected Healing.
Welcome to the official site of A. B. Caes—life-writer, chaos curator, and truth-teller. Her life reads like fiction, but every word is real.
She’s not here to sugarcoat anything.
She’s here to tell you what happened.
BOOK O1
I Killed My Brother
A haunting, raw reflection on childhood trauma, guilt, and the impossible path to self-forgiveness.
Available Fall 2025
What happens when your first memory is death -- and you believe you caused it? This is not a redemption arc. It's a reckoning.
“I didn’t mean for him to die. But I told him to go.”
A searing memoir about love, loss, guilt, and what it means to carry the unbearable.
BOOK O2
I Was a Pimp
Before empowerment was a hashtag, A. B. Caes learned to monetize male desire—and protect other women doing the same.
This is a tale of control, exploitation, loyalty, and choosing your own damn rules.
Coming 2026
WHO IS A.B. CAES?
ABOUT
Raised in the underbelly of Manila and hardened in the chaos of New Jersey, A. B. Caes is a daughter of outlaws, a self-made woman, and a survivor of more than one kind of war. Her stories explore grief, womanhood, hustle, and the brutal beauty of truth.
Writing under a pen name that honors her origins and the ones she lost, A. B. Caes delivers memoirs that are part confession, part rebellion, and all heart.
She doesn’t write to shock. She writes to heal—herself and anyone brave enough to read along.
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